Still Lost

I'm lost.  I'm so incredible lost.  We moved out of old home nine weeks ago and it is due to be knocked down (hopefully) next week.  It took forever to have the power disconnected and reconnected to a temporary builders pole and we also found out that it is full of asbestos, which added another $4000 onto its demolition.

My Mum is amazing to live with and the kids just adore her, but I miss having our own home to potter around in.  I've also realised just how lost I am within myself and I feel heartbroken.  I feel like I've broken my own heart by letting myself disappear.  I know the last thing that our three little ones (and Ash) want, is for their Mum to feel sad.

Top photo:  Our old home with two little neighbours

Middle photo:  Felix and Ava having a bath with their Octopus floating rings at Nannie's (my Mum)

Bottom photo:  Our humble abode - My Mum's built in garage.  Felix has a cot, but he REFUSES to sleep in it, which just means more cuddles for me.  Yay!!